doughnuthole: (15; but just tighten my grip)
L A R S ([personal profile] doughnuthole) wrote2015-06-17 03:03 pm
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cry baby
By melanie martinez

You seem to replace
Your brain with your heart
You take things so hard
Then you fall apart


You try to explain
But before you can start
Those cry baby tears
Come out of the dark


Something's turning the handle
To that faucet in your eyes
They're pouring out
Where everyone can see them


Your heart's too big for your body
It's where your feelings hide
They're pouring out
Where everyone can see


They call you cry baby
Cry baby
But you don't fucking care
Cry baby, cry baby
So you laugh through your tears


Cry baby, cry baby
Cause you don't fucking care
Tears fall to the ground
You just let them drown


You're all on your own and
You lost all your friends
You told yourself that
It's not you, it's them


You're one of a kind
And no one understands
But those cry baby tears
Keep coming back again


Something's turning the handle
To that faucet in your eyes
They're pouring out
Where everyone can see them


Your heart's too big for your body
It's where your feelings hide
They're pouring out
Where everyone can see


They call you cry baby
Cry baby
But you don't fucking care
Cry baby, cry baby
So you laugh through your tears


Cry baby, cry baby
Cause you don't fucking care
Tears fall to the ground
You just let them drown


I look at you and
I see myself
I know you better
Than anyone else


I have same the faucet
In my eyes
So your tears
Are mine


They call me cry baby
Cry baby
But I don't fucking care
Cry baby, cry baby
So I laugh through my tears


Cry baby, cry baby
Cause I don't fucking care
Tears fall to the ground
I just let them drown
I just let them drown
Cry baby, cry baby


creep
By radiohead

OOC INFORMATION Name: Blake Contact: [plurk.com profile] sousuii Other Characters: Lars (SU) CHARACTER INFORMATION Character Name: Morty Smith Age: 14 Canon: Rick and Morty Canon Point: Character Information: Morty on the wiki! Personality: 5-10 Key Character Traits: Anxious, Would you prefer a monster that FITS your character’s personality, CONFLICTS with it, or EITHER? Opt-Outs: Roleplay Sample:

When you were here before
Couldn't look you in the eye
You're just like an angel
Your skin makes me cry
You float like a feather
In a beautiful world
I wish I was special
You're so fucking special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

I don't care if it hurts
I wanna have control
I want a perfect body
I want a perfect soul
I want you to notice
When I'm not around
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here

She's running out the door
She's running out
She run run run run...
Run...

Whatever makes you happy
Whatever you want
You're so fucking special
I wish I was special

But I'm a creep
I'm a weirdo
What the hell am I doing here?
I don't belong here
I don't belong here

wandering star
By andrew huang

please, could you stay a while to share my grief
for it's such a lovely day
to have to always feel this way
and the time that i will suffer less
is when i never have to wake


wandering stars
for whom it is reserved
the blackness of darkness forever


those who have seen the needle's eye now tread
like a husk from which all that was now has fled
and the masks that the monsters wear
to feed upon their prey


wandering stars
for whom it is reserved
the blackness of darkness forever


doubled up inside
take a while to share my grief
always doubled up inside
taunted, cruel


wandering stars
for whom it is reserved
the blackness of darkness forever


ill be good
By jaymes young

I thought I saw the devil, this morning
Looking in the mirror, drop of rum on my tongue
With the warning to help me see myself clearer
I never meant to start a fire,
I never meant to make you bleed,
I'll be a better man today


I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times that I never could.


My past has tasted bitter for years now,
So I wield an iron fist
Grace is just weakness
Or so I've been told.
I've been cold, I've been merciless
But the blood on my hands scares me to death
Maybe I'm waking up today


I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
I'll be good, I'll be good
I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the light that I shut out
For all of the innocent things that I've doubt
For all of the bruises that I've caused and the tears
For all of the things that I've done all these years
Yeah, for all of the sparks that I've stomped out
For all of the perfect things that I doubt


I'll be good, I'll be good
And I'll love the world, like I should
Yeah, I'll be good, I'll be good
For all of the times I never could.


Ooh oh oh
Ooh oh oh
For all of the times I never could.

night time
By the xx

You mean that much to me
And it's hard to show
Gets hectic inside of me
When you go
Can I confess these things
To you
Well I don't know
Embedded in my chest
And it
Hurts to hold


I couldn't spill my heart
My eyes gleam looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hold my words, keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip
Should release but just tighten my grip


Night time
Sympathize
I've been working on
White lies
So I'll tell the truth
I'll give it up to you
And when the day come
It will have all been fun
We'll talk about it soon


And I couldn't spill my heart
My eyes gleam
Looking in from the dark
I walk out in stormy weather
Hope my words keep us together
Steady walking but bound to trip
Should release but just tighten my grip


Night time
Sympathize
I've been working on
White lies
So I'll tell the truth
I'll give it up to you
And when the day come
It will have all been fun
We'll talk about it soon


SONG TITLE
By ARTIST

Did my invitations disappear
Why'd I put my heart on every cursive letter?
Tell me why the hell no one is here
Tell me what to do to make it all feel better


Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever


It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
[x2]


Maybe if I knew all of them well
I wouldn't have been trapped inside this hell that holds me
Maybe if I casted out a spell
But told them decorations were in pastel ribbons


Maybe it's a cruel joke on me
Whatever, whatever
Just means there's way more cake for me
Forever, forever


It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
[x2]


I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm laughing, I'm crying
It feels like I'm dying
I'm dying, I'm dying
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to


It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)
I'll cry until the candles burn down this place
I'll cry until my pity party's in flames
[x2]


It's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party, it's-it's my party
It's my party and I'll cry if I want to
Cry if I want to (cry, cry, cry)


ribs
By lorde

The drink you spilt all over me
"Lover's Spit" left on repeat
My mum and dad let me stay home
It drives you crazy getting old

We can talk it so good
We can make it so divine
We can talk it good, how you wish it would be all the time

The drink you spilt all over me
"Lover's Spit" left on repeat
My mum and dad let me stay home
It drives you crazy getting old

The drink you spilt all over me
"Lover's Spit" left on repeat
My mum and dad let me stay home
It drives you crazy getting old

This dream isn't feeling sweet
We're reeling through the midnight streets
And I've never felt more alone
It feels so scary getting old

We can talk it so good
We can make it so divine
We can talk it good, how you wish it would be all the time

This dream isn't feeling sweet
We're reeling through the midnight streets
And I've never felt more alone
Feels so scary getting old

This dream isn't feeling sweet
We're reeling through the midnight streets
And I've never felt more alone
Feels so scary getting old

I want them back (I want them back)
The minds we had (the minds we had)
How all the thoughts (how all the thoughts)
Moved round our heads (move round our heads)

I want them back (I want them back)
The minds we had (the minds we had)
It's not enough to feel the lack (I want them back, I want them back)
I want 'em

You're the only friend I need (you're the only friend I need)
Sharing beds like little kids (sharing beds like little kids)
And laughing 'til our ribs get tough (and laughing 'til our ribs get tough)
But that will never be enough (but that will never be enough)

You're the only friend I need (you're the only friend I need)
Sharing beds like little kids (sharing beds like little kids)
And laughing 'til our ribs get tough (and laughing 'til our ribs get tough)
But that will never be enough (but that will never be enough)

That will never be enough
That will never be enough
That will never be enough
That will never be enough
That will never be enough


loser
By bigbang

Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you’re
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I’m a


Honestly, I’ve never fit in with the world
I was always alone
It’s been a long time since I’ve forgotten about love
I can’t listen to hopeful love songs anymore
You and me both
We’re just sad clowns, tamed and scripted
I’ve come too far. I’M COMING HOME
I wanna go back. To when I was young


At some point I started looking
at the ground more than the sky
It’s hard even to breathe
I hold out my hand
But no one holds it. I’m a


Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you’re
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I’m a


It’s a cycle of girls and mistakes – Love them for
one night – And hate them when morning comes
Can’t own up to it. Because of my selfish pleasure
Everything is being ruined – Can’t stop this
dangerous full speed run – Now I have no interest, no
fun anymore – I’m standing alone at the edge of a
cliff. I’m going home
I wanna go back. To how it was before


At some point
I’ve gotten scared of people’s eyes
I’m sick of crying so I tried smiling
But no one recognizes me. I’m a


Loser, loner. A coward who pretends to be tough
A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you’re
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I’m a


I curse the blue skies
Sometimes I wanna lay it all down
I want to say good bye
When I stop wandering at the end of this road
I hope I can close my eyes without regrets


Loser Loser, loner . A coward who pretends to be tough


A mean delinquent. In the mirror, you’re
Just a loser. A loner, a jackass covered in scars
Dirty trash. In the mirror, I’m a

LOSER
I’M A LOSER
I’M A LOSER
I’M A LOSER


TRACK LIST
cry baby | melanie martinez
creep | radiohead
wandering star | portishead (andrew h cover)
ill be good | jaymes young
night time | the xx
pity party | melanie martinez
ribs | lorde
loser | bigbang


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code credit to [personal profile] murderbynumbers